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And, I know I nag a lot about my yoga, but it's taking up quite a lot of my life right now. And today I discovered something new, again. I've told you that I lost about half my ass, and now I've lost a good chunk of it – again.

And at that by now I have lost so much of my butt that it is starting to look normal size. At least in my eyes, when I try to look in the hall mirror. I have never ever in my entire life had a normal sized butt. I have always had a giant ass like me always have wanted to hide with long sweaters, jackets and so on.

This is a whole new experience for me. Feels different does it too. I have become accustomed to squeezing my ass when I am in bed and going to sleep, just to be aware of any changes. The first time I reacted today was when I tried on a jacket that hung unfinished for a very long time. For the first time, the back was completely flat, no large ass that protruded at the bottom. When I had finished sewing it and tried again, I thought I would take a look at the ass without a jacket that hung over – and tamejtusan.

I had not I expected it. At all, actually. At least not after just two weeks of yoga (after my overworked muscle in just the ass and back of the thigh). But apparently it goes away, in the places where stuff really happens. Incredible. 😮

And speaking about that part I can say that now after two weeks of yoga I start to feel a certain tiredness in the buttocks. I'm a little unsure if it could be the inflammation (which I think it was about) did not heal completely, or if it's because it disappears so much on my ass that I walk around with a constant.. a bit like wood taste in the ass, though it is constant rather than temporary.

That's why I took me the freedom to take a workout-free day today, and then reschedule my yoga sessions a bit in the future. Because I do not want to take a new break indefinitely. Admittedly, I can do other types of exercise instead, but it is yoga I want to do and which I believe gives the best results.

But I want to really do not have to take another break – and therefore there will be some re-planning of the passes. I have started looking for asanas (positioner) which focuses on the abdomen / waist and for a period in the future I will skip things that stretch just the buttocks and thighs. It's a shame, but I adapt rather than let go completely.

It is really and mountain- and roller coaster, this with yoga. It works wonders for my body when it comes to pain, mobility, my knees, agility and so on. It also works wonders for how I look – obviously, considering my ass. That is one of the reasons why I want to avoid taking another break, because I get so restless and worried that the changes I am looking for will not happen. And during breaks, it does not happen a smack, for obvious reasons.

And because I got to see with their own eyes, on my own body, to it is actually possible, I'm getting greedy. Hungry wants more, or how to say now. And when nothing happens, I get terrified that it will suddenly stop, that I'm kind of going to get stuck somewhere in between. And I want to come a lot, much further than here.

Some days are I'm so happy I'm almost blown away. Other days I get depressed and think that I will never reach my goals. And so it goes on – back and forth. Right now, however, I feel positive like a thousand. How can I feel any other way when I have a more or less normal-sized ass, as well as? 😀

That is fortunate that this is my own blog so I can decide for myself how much I nag about yoga. Dig For those of you who read, just scroll on if you die of boredom from my yoga chat. For you who actually read clearly – thank you for taking the time to join me on my yoga journey. It's appreciated. ♥